I am upset

And I don't even know why. Wait, I think I do. It sucks. It just sucks. We aren't like other families.

I drove my youngest son to band practice yesterday. It was a rehearsal before his first concert. It was near where my oldest son used to live. And I got mad. And sad. And upset. And annoyed. And any other synonym you can come up with.

Why? I don't know. I am still angry that he ended up in LA. I still harbor some ill will towards the people who ran the prior group home. I still blame them. And so it made me mad. I wanted to cry. I couldn't. How could I explain that to my kids?

UGH! So I have been grumpy the last two days. And I have no explanation as to why.

That's it. Back to your regularly scheduled reading.............